hatredavenue

HELLO READERS !

sorry for the previous post , i guess i'm alright ?
but i still don't think so .
damnit laah me .
just can't stop thinking about it.
f man .
why i can't just let it go ?
it's hard.
give up / wait / take one step count one step .?
don't know what to do .
flashes of memories popped out when i was out just now .
looking at the others so happily.
damndamndamn.
don't know what's wrong with me .
i don't know why i would still look at those chatlogs.
hais :(
i'm not going to smile as happily as i am anymore.
even if i am , it's just a fake smile putting on my face.
i'm trying hard to put back that smile .
but... failed attempts everytime.

been having bad headaches for the past few days ,
mood eventually went down .
and also thursday i almost argue with me nsl teacher. i just can't stand her alright ?
is not that i wanna pick a fight with her . she's unreasonable.
enough of it .
next wek i'm having practical test already.
and the following week common test .
andand, after common test week is clinical attachment again.
ohman .

 
 

i'm leaving for my India trip in like 18hours time !?
i regretted signing up for this trip :(
money paid , everything has settled , and i have to go .
there's no way to turn back . still got to go for this trip .
hope it will be interesting trip as this is much more like community service trip.
miss me alright , people out there .
i will be back on the 10th next month , morning ! 

i know my dearest PEBBLE will miss me very much one ! 
cause i miss her too , no doubt alright pebble ! 
i still owe her , her present .
happy belated birthday my dearest pebble ! :D
don't forget what you promised to me uh , must bring me out one day ! 
(after your attachment & when i'm back from my trip)
i'm booked by you already ! :D

i'm kinda lazy to elaborate all .
so , just a short one .
 

HELLOS PEOPLE OUT THERE (:

16august2009:

today i managed to get out from my noisy house , can't take it  the damn fcuking noise pollution made by two bastards cousins :X
(ohmygosh, i'm too violent here) they made me say that. if you guys come to my house one day , andand you will know my feeling already. damn . next up was , my ahma's friends came to have their mahjong sessions. another noise pollution . so i quickly made a call to kaijun for help. haha . and yes, i went to her house. haha .
brought FON (Full Of Nonsense) to study for this upcoming friday paper. junliang and banhock came too (: as usual didn't really study much, was staruing at the computer for sometimes. and also was super envy Edison lah ! he bought purple ipod nano ! i want ! :(

I WANT THIS RED IPOD NANO ! 
any kind soul want to buy for me ? :X

junliang and banhock left early . so yeah , around evening , me and kaijun headed somewhere for our dinner.
and was like the moment we went downstairs , the downpour start ! :( and yes, we were drenched ! haha :D
so long didn't get wet already .
after dinner , i meet up with boy at my house's void deck . he was waiting for me :) yays*
so long didn't see him already since wednesday and yes today was so finally ! 
slacked and chatted for awhile and off he go.
and i went home too (:

15august2009:

o.o was so ssuper tired i guess that i woke up at 2pm . slept for almost 12hours ! woah ~ nice . haha
rotted awhile . msged with junliang and boy . boy was working . after much discussion and so ever. decided to accompanied junliang and cheekiat to penisula to get kiat's guitar string. (iwasfasterthanthetwoguyslaah!) after getting kiat's guitar string, walked from penisula to town . power eh we ! :D haha spent around 20mins i guess to reach town. went to topshop and bought one top :DD
(i've promised boy not to spent so much next time already , so no more shopping for me or should i say lesser shopping for me ? ) haha. trained back to jurong . late dinner with them and marcia and shinyi and sandylee. homed alone :(

14august2009:

jasmine jiejie and kaijun birthday celebration at newyorknewyork :D
made 3 new friends :)
JOHNSON ONG , JUNMING and SHIGONG( idont know what name : X )
dinner at nyny and movie WHERE GOT GHOST ? with them .
movie was great *thumbs-up . andand celeste's shouts scared me :(
after movie -> homed (:
photos will be uploaded once i get it :D

sians, tomorrow or should i say later morning got AAP make up revision lesson :(
so last min from Mel -.-
never mind. i gonna work hard for my exams ! :D
is getting late man , i need my sleep ! 
good night peeps and readers :D 

 

BOO readers ! :D  back. been days , miss me ?
i had a wonderful/great weekends camping with my peeps at kismis apartment where facilties are great .
it is a bonding camp for us to the india trip in sept. yes, i'm heading to manipal for YEP for two weeks :D
camp was just so fun with the seniors and peeps . all those laughters and bullying and disturbances by celeste and edwin :)
jasmine ek , edwin wu juncheng(mr.shy) and ko puisar are love-d :D they're my lovely seniors esp jasmine ! 

 

 *thumbs-up* for this camp , it was super relaxing i should say. did nothing much but designing posters/tshirts/banners and dance practices for the trip. get the chance to sleep on  beds and in the air-con room . so cooling till i fell sick . sorethroat and blocked nose ! 
oh yah , i didnt know i could transform into a bitch/witch till edwin wu juncheng told me !         

  
 

racial harmony day in school.
enjoy the pictures. lazy to type out as pictures speak more ! :D
more in fb :) look out for it .

 

night peeps .
 

BOO ! back :D
this is my last week of holidays already . damn fast .
none of my project were done . =/ haha . must chiong already ! 

03july09
morning : rot at home
afternoon : meet up with some peeps at CU . slack :D
peeps present :junliang elton kaijun banhock jingyi
had a nice catch-ups with them about our daily lives and etc.
night : went out to suntec for dinner and clarke quay with the person in the picture* :D

04july09`
morning : work :(
evening : went to 4E6`08 bbq :D a great gathering after a long time . ♥ the gathering laaah ! 
played games with forfeit (piggyback , hugg , drink beer and etc) . everyone went crazy over it . haha
off to jp for late movie TRANSFORMERS with some peeps :D
peeps present : zhengsheng elton jiaqi gary sandy adeline and marcia
movie was two thumbs-up* :D :D
went to near pioneer there to slack . home-d at 4.35am ! slept at 5.15am =/
*something happened :( korkor ignored me :( *
when is the next gathering , anyone ? haha =/

05july09`
woke up at 6.30am for work and rotted at home at night :(
tired* :(

06july09`
late morning : went to school with kaijun for stuffs .
afternoon : lunched with zhengsheng at alumni house . jp with celeste .
evening / night : movie GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST with boy :D night chat with boy too till 11 plus ?
♥ the night ♥

07july09`
afternoon : went to celeste's house for project .
omg! i was kena 'lectured' by her mum . she talked to me so much craps ! oh my .
kaijun came too :) home-d at 10.35pm :D 

08july09`
i ♥ today ! :D :D 
morning : school buy lecture notes with celeste. support celeste's friend , jason by buying sugarcane drink from them :)
afternoon : ourspace slacked . lunched at alumni house with boy and celeste . slacked at block 81 till 4.30 plus like that .
bus-ed home with shinyi , weisheng , syafiq and celeste .
home-d at 6.45pm :)
love the day luhr . ♥

supposedly tomorrow go sentosa but end up it was CANCELLED  ! 
hopefully weekend can go ! :D 

my left eye keep 'jumping' haha . idk how to say .
 

did i make the wrong one ? 
or have i done anything wrong ?
someone tell me please .